Day 6

It's already starting. I'm losing interest. I can't let it happen but well, here I am. 

I'm not eating mass quantities of anything and have stayed within a 1200-1300 calorie range on average but I can't find the energy/motivation/desire to be truly focused. Maybe it's because I'm still not 100% after having bronchitis. (Which is getting so seriously old, I might add...) Maybe it's this cold snap. Maybe it's just that I'm L A Z Y. 

There's also a bigger maybe that's always in the back of my mind and likely will be forever... 

Maybe the cancer is back. 

If you've had cancer, you understand this nagging mind fuck all too well. If it's weird or can't be explained - that's the first place the mind goes. Hell, I get a hangnail and the thought flutters through my brain. 

Okay, let's just say - for shits and giggles - that my issue is plain old laziness, shall we?? In the words of Nancy Reagan, I need to JUST DO IT. Wait. Hers was "just say no". Hahaha. Nike said "just do it". 

You realize there irony in all of that, right?? 

Tomorrow, I'll go for a walk when I get up.    Perhaps a live report when I do. 

You know you're excited. :)

Peace out. ✌🏻

Side note:

I googled "just do it" for an image to include with this post. 

I'm curious why there were like 74852 images of Shia LeBeouf in weird angry poses. What am I missing here?? 

Carry on...